If I could abridge
this month, this is what I would say- A challenging, hard but pursuing love
month. I know it really doesn’t make much sense, but I can’t explain it all, it
was like a beautiful love story.


I started reading it
and my, oh my… It has been a big blessing to me. I had lots of pain and issues,
questions, doubts, let’s say, I became the Judge, I started judging everyone
and everything… So confused with God and confused about the trinity.
I just had a huge breakthrough after reading it and actually
trying to live it out now. I kid you not, life is full of choices and I can’t
believe or fully comprehend how high and how deep is God’s love for me. I
pondered on this one statement and still… that God is so fond of me! Well, I
started reading it and started inserting my name, and many a times, just
pausing, rereading and thinking about each statement. I have never felt so
peaceful and as joyful expect for this month in my time in Jaipur.
I have cried, well few times in anguish, in pain but cried
more so out of joy… Dadda has been teaching in depth about His love. I am
praying that I start living a life out of love and build relationships instead
of rules and laws daily. I started focusing on love- I am blown away, it’s
really interesting how Jesus could reduce the Ten Commandments and say on these
two hangs all the laws. First, love the Lord, your God with all your heart,
mind, soul and strength, and Secondly, Love your neighbor as yourself.
If anything matters, then everything matters!!!
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